Hello World, I'm a crossdresser

We all have urges, desires and needs in this world and controlling them is not easy especially when it's something that society isn't fully accepting and tolerant of. I for one am no saint when it comes to controlling my urges, however being able to overcome and control them only makes you stronger. Why am I telling you this?

It's 2014 and I've finally realised that my crossdressing is not going to go away because it's not an urge or a desire; crossdressing is part of me and always will be. Therefore after years of inner torment and anguish I have finally embraced and accepted it. 2014 is the year I focus on my career, body, relationships and inner happiness. Over the years I have set up a few business ventures and non of them ever made me any money because I always let other commitments get in the way, meaning I never saw them through. No more, all my energy is going into developing my career and embracing Stefanie. It's not going to be easy and that's why I am asking you to follow me on this journey and see Stefanie and my career grow together.

Through this blog and YouTube watch me as I tone my body trying to achieve a catwalk models figure; try and learn how to do my make up flawlessly; master the art of walking in heels and put it a all together to present a graceful and sexy young women. My name is Steven, I'm 23 years old and I am a "modern crossdresser."

Why through a blog and YouTube?

The truth is that ever since I said to myself I'm going to embrace Stefanie my life makes sense and i feel that my heart is in the right place. I know that it sounds corny but my hearts only ever been passionate about two things, outside of family and friends, and they are flying and scuba diving. However embracing Stefanie is something I need to do to achieve true happiness in my life. There's just one problem I'm scared. I'm scared of people finding out and rejecting me. I'm scared of putting a YouTube video up and looking silly. I'm scared of it bringing heartache and abuse. I'm scared of going out in public and being laughed at...However through my blog and YouTube you can follow me on this journey. Celebrate the highs with me, support me during the lows and advice me throughout. Thank you In my next post I'll tell you about my early crossdressing years and why it's only now that I've accepted myself for who I am.